Insights and Inspiration
from the
Holy Land
from
Rabbi Ephraim Schwartz
"Your friend in Karmiel"
October 2nd 2020 -Volume 10
Issue 49 14th Tishrei 5781
Sukkot
Arav-Us
It was an intense Yom
Kippur this year. Most of the shul didn't or couldn't come. The Ministry of Health
allowed only a limited amount of people. Many of our congregants were in
isolation or sick. It was just 10 of us. It was the first time that I ever
recited Yizkor alone in the shul. It was just me and the souls of all of my
departed relatives. My father olav hashalom, whom I never really knew,
my grandparents; Babby, Zaiydie, Saba, Savta, my Bubby Zeldy. My uncle Mendy,
Uncle Henry and Auntie Franka. I remembered and davened for all of my passed
congregants, students, friends; The Bob's, Run, Irene even Avi from my favorite
restaurant in Tiverya who passed away right before Pesach. Perhaps Hashem
spared him the pain of seeing his always open doors shut from this pandemic. I
felt all their souls with me this year. Alone. The departed, me and Hashem.
I spoke before Ne'ila and
I told my shul that this year was an entire year of Ne'ila; of lockdown. The
stores were closed, the shuls, the schools. We were all locked up. We were na'ul.
And so this Ne'ila was the nei'la of all ne'ilos. We say in kaddish
during these days li'ayla u'li'ayla. Higher and higher. The nei'la brought
us closer and higher than we have ever gotten. It's just us alone and Hashem.
All locked up together.
Yet, I told them, that to
go into that cheder yichud with Hashem there is one condition; only one
ticket to that will allow us to enter that holy room with Him. See, on Rosh
Hashana we are judged. Hashem has three books open in front of Him. The book of
the tzadikim- the righteous, the reshaim- the wicked and the beinonim-the
in-betweeners. Most of us are pretty sure we're not tzadikim. On the
other hand, we all hope and pray that our sins don't outweigh our mitzvos and
that we're not considered reshaim. So we pray very hard and do teshuva
so that we make it into that middle-book. We ask Hashem to forgive us for all
of those big sins that we know we have done. The little ones we figure we can
deal with later. As the saying goes when they get up to burning me for those
minor sins, I'll know that the worst is behind me already.
There is one problem with
that plan though, you see. It only lasts until Yom Kippur. On Yom Kippur there are
only two books opened; The beinoni book is gone. It's been sent to recycling. It's out of
print. There are only two curtains before Hashem at Ne'ila. Curtain #1 Tzadikim,
curtain #2 Reshaim. Which one will it be Schwartz?
On the entrance to
Auschwitz the Nazi's ym'sh hung a big sign it said "zeh haShaar la'
Hashem tzadkim yavo'u vo- This is the gateway of Hashem, the righteous shall
enter here." They were right. Anyone that passed through those gates
was holy. They were tzadikim. Those are the only ones Hashem lets into
His special abode.
Hashem doesn't want to be
alone in His palace with anyone that has dirty clothing. He doesn't even want
anyone with any small coffee stains on their shirt. (How do people manage to
drink their morning coffee without getting one? Can somebody please tell
me? After that you can tell me how to
eat spaghetti and meatballs as well without getting stains). Hashem only allows
those in who are totally clean. No big sins. No small ones. White as snow. Clean
and pure as a new born baby after a bath. But don't worry so much, about those
stains because He is the best laundromat you'll ever find. He actually does it
all by Himself. By hand…with our tears and our teshuva. We just need to tell
Him where and what those stains are. We need to tell him that we choose Curtain
#1. That we don't want to be beinonim anymore. We are tzadikim
that just need to be cleansed.
And so on Yom Kippur we walk
through those gates together, just like our ancestors did back in Auschwitz
singing Ani ma'min be'emuna shlaima- We believe with complete faith.
{That by the way is the
fourth shlaima, that I left out in my last E-mail, thank you UZ for pointing
that out to me- and thank you to the 28 people that pointed out to me that
Ka'eileh is only recited on Pesach and not Sukkos- I don't know what I would do
without your corrections…but an accompanying donation would be nice as well J}
We believe with total
faith that we are tzadikim, although stained. We want to be pure. We
want to return. We want your Kingship. We want to come once again into your
room. La'chazot b'noam Hashem-u'lvakeir b'heichalo- to see Your
pleasantness and to visit your Holy abode. And with that we began Ne'ila. "Ashrey
yoshvai va'sayecha..." As I said it was intense.
But now YK is over. I've
eaten numerous times already. I've probably sinned already quite a few
times. I've drunk my coffee and go those stains back again. I'm not flying high
like I was in my kittel, without shoes, after 25 hours of not eating or
drinking and just praying and repenting just a few days ago. I'm no longer
screaming Hashem hu ha'elokim again and again with every fiber of my
body. I'm just Schwartz who is not sure if he's even a beinoni anymore. And so we come to Sukkos and I'm feeling a little
farklapped, a little like an arava…
But there's good news.
See, this Sukkos I have declared is the year of the willow branch. The arava,
is the simplest of the four species we take together with our lulav, etrog
and haddasim. But unlike those other minim that have either smell
or taste or both, the aravot have neither. It's got Covid-19. The arava as well is shaped like our
mouths and lips and this is the year, that we were more focused on covering up
that part of our face than ever before. We are mouthless. Our aravos
lips have been g'klampped shut. It is the year that we couldn't smile at
others. Our learning, our talking, our breathing were all hampered. We realized
that perhaps like the simple humble willow branch that has no fruit, we as well
perhaps we're not as righteous as we thought we were. We're no esrogim. And
finally just as the arava never really lasts that long once you take it
out of water-despite the best efforts of those vacuum packed plastics, wrapping
them five times in moist paper towel, aluminum foil and putting them in the
fridge overnight. They just wilt and lose that fresh green leafy look they had
the day after Yom Kippur. They look g'klapped. Yeah… just like us…
But there's something else about the arava.
Rav Shach would tell people that worked in Jewish outreach or in education to
be careful with people who jump very quickly and make huge life changes in a
very short period. I think they use the term "flip out". You know the
bochrim in yeshiva that hear a few good lectures and they quickly start
throwing out everything they had that was tamey. They start burning the
candle all night learning and davening these long tearful shmona esreis,
Or those Baalei teshuva's that put on the black hat and adopt a totally shomer
torah mitzvos lifestyle in a few life changing weeks or after a good
weekend Discovery seminar (do they even do those anymore?). Be careful, Rav
Shach would say, Aravos grow the fastest of all of the species, but they are
also the first to wilt and die. They don't last. Rav Moshe Feinstien also said
similarly that only a convert has to accept the entire Torah at one time, for
most of the rest of us it is a lifetime of growth and progress at a slow
balanced steady state. But we are aravos. We jumped at one shot through that
holy door, but now what?
And thus Hashem has blessed us with this
incredible holiday of Sukkos. A holiday that is really all about the aravos. Or
for punny titles sake- the Aruv of us. The holiday comes after we have walked
through His holy gates- His se'u she'arim of Yom Kippur, as a nation
that was committed to being righteous tzadikim. He tells us after we came
through that gate to the New year. That he really doesn't want us to fast that
often at all. He wants us to wear shoes that are planted on this earth. He
wants us to build huts. He wants us to take the p'soles goren 'vyekev,
those left over branches and shrubs in the field and place them as the roofs on
top of our heads so that He can peek down at us all the time. That we can see
Him always. He wants to watch us eat and drink and sleep. He loves to hear us
sing ( particularly Rabbi Schwartz songs J) To spend family time with our kids. He
didn't create us as angels. He's got enough of them up there. He created us His
aravos down here.
The ticket to get into the house was that we
desired to be tzadikim. That we were brave enough to walk through those
gates. That we cried and prayed that we should merit to enter. That desire is the
reason why he loves us so much. It is why we are are'iv- sweet and
pleasant, as in the bracha we say each about learning Torah- V'ha'arev lanu
es divrey Sorascha- Hashem should make the Torah sweet to us. Shlomo
Ha'melech describes Hashem's love for us Hashmi'ini es koleych- Let me
hear you voice, he tells us. Ki kolech arev- because our voice is
pleasant and sweet. It is beautiful. Because the voice of the arava, the
sound that comes out of those holy lips are the ones that may not smell, they
may not taste, they may not have deeds or Torah, but they know how to sing.
They know how to tell Hashem how much we love Him and how much better we want
to be. It is certainly "lip service". But that lip service comes from
the deepest place in our hearts. And that is what is most precious to Hashem.
So Hashem commands us on
this special holiday to take our poor aravos. Our sweetest and most
pleasant-odorless and tasteless- wilting willow branches and tie them together
with those tasty date palms and aromatic myrtles and bring them with the holy
esrog and shake them all together. Shake them in the Sukkah because you are all
in My house. You all share that one desire. Ana Hashem Hoshiya Na, Ana
Hashem Hatzlicha Na. We all want to be saved, we all want to be successful
in our resolutions. We all need Him. We sing and march around and around for 7
days. The esrog has the heart that desires it, the lulav the
spine that resolves to be better, the hadasim, the eyes, that turn in
hope to Hashem, but is only the arava, the lips that can express it.
That can bring that deepest desire out to the world. That doesn't have any
accomplishments, any Torah, any deeds that he can pat himself on the back
about. That needs Hashem's help the most and that knows how far he is from
being that tzadik and wills it more than anything. Maybe that's why they're
called "Will"-ows…
This is the year of the arava
because more than any other year we have discovered a longing for Hashem. We
couldn't come to shul to daven and so we longed for our shuls. Our yeshivos and
batei midrash we're closed and we longed for them to be open. To return to
learn again, to daven again, to smile again to hold hands and dance together.
To get hugged and to see Hashem. We longed for the pleasantness of the days of
old-but then we came to understand that the days of old weren't just meant to
be the "pre-corona" days.
We conclude each Shmona
Esrei with the words v'arva hashem…ka'shanim
hakadmoniyos..that Hashem should take our offerings once again and they be
sweet to Him like the days when His palace was on the Temple Mount. When we
could come see Him onn Pesach, on Shavuos and on Sukkos. Those were the three
times we would all come to Yerushalayim. When we would bond together with all
of our brothers and sisters and proclaim our love, and his Kingship. This year
more than any other year when we couldn't do that on Pesach and Shavuos it hurt
so much more. We desired by the end of those holidays we would be back there.
He would be back here. Sukkos is the last in that triumvirate of pilgrimage
holidays. V'Sei'arev lifanecha asiraseinu- May all of the
beseeching of Your holy aravos be sweet and accepted before You. Hashev
shechinascha l'tziyon- return Your holy presence to Zion. May we sing and
dance together in that Sukkas Dovid hanofeles rebuilt this last holiday in this
incredible new year. Without any more masks.
Have a happy glorious Sukkos,
Rabbi Ephraim Schwartz
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RABBI SCHWARTZ’S FAVORITE YIDDISH PROVERB OF THE WEEK
" Faran dareh gvirim un fetch oremeleit."- Rich men are often lean and poor men fat.
RABBI SCHWARTZ'S TOUR GUIDE EXAM QUESTION OF THE WEEK
answer below at end of Email
A.
Yeruham
B. Haifa
C. Kibbutz Nahsholim
D. Zichron Yaakov
https://soundcloud.com/ephraim-schwartz/ushpizin – No Sukkos is complete without at least
once singing my most hartzigeh composition and the only song I know of that is
soulful for Sukkos!- Ushpizin- sung and arranged by my dear friend Yitz Berry!
RABBI SCHWARTZ'S ERA’S AND THEIR PLACES AND PEOPLE IN
ISRAEL OF THE WEEK
La'minatzaych
ba'neginot a maskil of David.
When the Ziphim
came and said to Saul, "Is not David hiding with us?"
O Hashem with
Your name save me, and with Your might avenge me.
O Hashem, listen
to my prayer, incline Your ear to the words of my mouth.
For strangers
rose upon me and violent men sought my soul; they did not place God before them
forever….
"It
took you a half hour of meeting with me before we agreed to get married and the
Esrog took you 6 hours to to decide which one you want?!"
Answer is C – And another one right! This is not an easy one. The glass museum is certainly not a well visited site. Although in truth I have been to this former glass factory founded by Baron Rothschild to make bottles out of the beach by the nachsholim/ Dor sandy shore to use for the bottles of wine that he was making at his vineyards in Zichron Yaakov and other settlements. It's actually not too bad of a museum. One can see some real Avoda Zarah there, a little bit about Napolean as well. The reason I've been there is because that's where the Techelet people run their tours where you go snorkeling for the murex trunculus. And I've done that wuite a few times. So while waiting for them to show up I've stopped off at this museum. Otherwise I would haef no clue. So now we stand at Schwartz 36 and 11 for MOT (Ministry of Tourism) on this exam. Only 3 more questions left…
Hi Rabbi Schwartz, I read Aloud Your weekly Words on the Parsha at our Shabbos table. We look forward to it every Shabbos. We laugh, learn, and mostly enjoy the whole thing. including the Weird and corny jokes and Tour question of the week. I sent via paypal a donation of $100.00. My fathers yurzeit is coming up yud Cheshvan. I'd like to sponsor this weeks Insights in his memory. My father's name is Yisroel Yitzchak Ben Nachum.
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